Saturday, March 04, 2023

 Every inch of Tom reminds me of him

the delicate bones, the staggering stature

the nose, oh that tower of arrogant vanity 

the translucency of skin, the smirk

compells me to fall, deeply out of Heaven 

into his clasped hands. I shed fragrance 

like I'm that little deer, wounded by his own pheromones.


I know I love him

I've not loved a single soul before

or after him. I've lied to people

and myself, that I can love

I can live my happily ever-after without him...


The lie liberated me, kept me awake at night

and gave me strength to write this poem...


because I never grew out of love, it seems...